Sometimes I wonder how I had fallen in love with u. It was somewhat like a blind man falling in love with the melancholy of a unseen girl. Even without seeing in actuality, I had developed an unconditional sensations on you. Before long I apprise you how I felt about you did I realize that I was already in deep love with you.
With the fear of my heart getting burst open by those hidden feelings for you, one day I made up my mind to let you know how I feel inside about you with heavy heart and with great fear inside. I didn't have a hope that you would accept my words but thank god! it didn't happen as I hoped.
After your entrance into the lonesome world of mine,it has entirely altered the scenario of my life. From then on I realized the power of love and the value of our loved ones.
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How much would I yearn to spend all my times with you? How much would I love to hear your soothing voice?, You would have never known it. Every single moment of my life I would be always in thought of you. My ardent love for you has even made me forget my family and friends. I loved you to that extent, my dear!
I have experienced all tastes of my life by being with you. Sometimes you would put me to the peak of happiness and sometimes to the bottom of depression. But none of your behavior could curtail my feelings for you. My love for you would always stay unchanged. Sometimes we would spend hours and hours exchanging each other's future plans and I would be over joyed when you say" I want to be with you forever". I don't know how you would have felt whenever I say you that I will end my life with you but whatever I used to tell you was truly from my heart.
Day by day I noticed myself drowning into the ocean of your love but then I could not control myself. I just let it happen thinking that love is precious for me when its you. I thought our love is going to be a successful one and that thinking would make me love you more. But it didn't go as I wished. As the days pass-by, Our love has become hard on both of us. Misunderstandings prevailed into the heaven of our love. How much I have sobbed like an infant baby, you still would be remembering. Sometimes I would pass a sleepless-night crying like a baby when the things don't go well between us. My mind feels sorry for my heart because it was my mind that made my heart fragile and painful.
From the day our love has become troublesome, my hope of being with you has dwindled but I still would hope for the betterment of our future. But one day all my dreams got shattered when you have proclaimed that our relationship has come to end. At first I went dumb-founded, then gradually I realized that its of no use being with the one who don't care about me. So I was left with no other responses than to take in your words.
I would have been in peace if you have gone entirely out of my life but you know??? Even after our break-up you still occupied some portions of space in my heart and that left me still in pain.
But with times I could find myself becoming fine. I don't blame you for leaving me in desolation and despair..Instead I am awfully grateful for coming into my life and leaving me with a great lesson in my life. We met as unknown and also ended as unknown. Wishing to see you once before my demise. Anyway thank you for everything you did for me....I have had a very great time with you...
